Full of Shit.

Jun's.

It's my life.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm where I'm supposed to be, or if I'm who I'm supposed to be... I wonder what this life has in store for me.

Sometimes I feel sure of what I want and where I'm to go, Other I feel lost and try not to let it show.

But sometimes at night I lay and stare, and hope for answers through answered prayers.

Do I go left or should I choose right, the roads are as dark as a moonless night.

I hesitate not because I am scared, and not even because I am unprepared.

To make the wrong choice would be hardest to bare, or is that God's intensions...a double dare.

So then we must wonder is there a right and wrong path, or simply 2 different ways for us to do the math.

However we add it, it equals the same, but the method used to get there is what makes the game.

So although I feel lost from time to time, I take great comfort in the fact that the choice is all mine.

Whichever choice we make, A or B, the one we choose is meant to be.

So instead of trying to force life to fit, just let life happen and enjoy it.

It's going to work at its own pace, life is a journey not a race.

So sit back and enjoy this precious gift, and when the gears need changed don't hesitate to shift

Monday, April 09, 2007
Flip and FLY Away

I am in station now...
Went to gym earlier cos i feel kinda fat recently.
has been really long since i last sweat like shit!
grrrrrrrrr.. been so busy and tired meeting people to deal handphones, watches etc.
but i feel happy to know i am earning money myself without the need to work for others.
well well...
it seems like everyone else is leaving the public sector.
makes me wonder
how long more do I need to stay in this force?
I love this job.. I mean as a firefighter...
experiencing what others can never see or experience in their whole life.
feels like a "hero" sometimes when i get to see people looking at me for help.
but still... it is not enough.
the working environment, the people here and the management....
is just putting people off. Everyone in my station seems to be quitting..
and I really dont know where else can I go.
Feel so helpless suddenly..
wanna leave but cant go anywhere.

anyone with capital and no where to invest?
find me and we will open up a "theme park" cafe.
There is clinic, there is cosplay cafe, haunted cafe, so i bet a theme park cafe gonna work!!!!!
all my dining tables and chairs will be something like the seat of a rollercoaster..
and all the food will be named after famous rides in the world... Space shot or what...
hahaha
and all my crews will be dressed into cartoon characters.
Sometimes, i really wish I could be rich, then I can have the money to do whatever I want.

I wanna open a "handphone" salon as well. to help customers maintain their handphones, polish, clean and disinfect the phones, cover up any scratches.. in simple terms, it works like carwash or polishing company.. the only difference is the product.
hehehe..

Anyway for those people reading my blog... dont copy my idea hor!!!!!
hahaha.

Hmm..... though my work sucks, I am glad that I alwaz have my gf to fall back on. NO matter how bad my life is, beocming jobless, no money to eat or whatsoever,
I know I am not alone.
She has alwaz been there for me, rain or shine.
Always listening to all my crappy ideas of how to become rich and yet not doing anything.
Always trying to encourage me when I feel like giving up.
I believe this is something everyone yearns for in life.
and I am lucky enough to have found mine.
:)
and she told me... she gonna become rich one day!
and I wont need to work then... how nice!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha...
"xiao bai lian" bleah.

alright.. till then.

i live my life for you.

i'm a FrEaK.
4/09/2007 10:07:00 PM.