Sometimes I wonder if I'm where I'm supposed to be,
or if I'm who I'm supposed to be...
I wonder what this life has in store for me.
Sometimes I feel sure of what I want and where I'm to go,
Other I feel lost and try not to let it show.
But sometimes at night I lay and stare,
and hope for answers through answered prayers.
Do I go left or should I choose right,
the roads are as dark as a moonless night.
I hesitate not because I am scared,
and not even because I am unprepared.
To make the wrong choice would be hardest to bare,
or is that God's intensions...a double dare.
So then we must wonder is there a right and wrong path,
or simply 2 different ways for us to do the math.
However we add it, it equals the same,
but the method used to get there is what makes the game.
So although I feel lost from time to time,
I take great comfort in the fact that the choice is all mine.
Whichever choice we make, A or B, the one we choose is meant to be.
So instead of trying to force life to fit, just let life happen and enjoy it.
It's going to work at its own pace, life is a journey not a race.
So sit back and enjoy this precious gift,
and when the gears need changed don't hesitate to shift
Saturday, September 30, 2006 Flip and FLY Away
Was surfing youtube... and found some really cool videos...
"Boys don't cry" Based on true story: Teena Brandon raped and murdered by a group of friends when they found out that she is actually a female. a very sad story. the video could not be embedded. So click on this link to view. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0vpiVEKqIn4
"Saving Face" Saving Face starts like you might expect a Chinese-American lesbian romantic comedy to start: Young surgeon Wilhelmina (Michelle Krusiec, in her first starring role) has kept her sexual orientation secret from the conservative Chinese community of Flushing, NY--but when her mother (Joan Chen, The Last Emperor) becomes pregnant and is kicked out by her own parents, Wil suddenly has to juggle her mother's secrets with her own...which include her sparky new romance with Vivian (Lynn Chen), a ballet dancer and the daughter of Wil's boss. but this clip abit uncensored though.
