Full of Shit.

Jun's.

It's my life.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm where I'm supposed to be, or if I'm who I'm supposed to be... I wonder what this life has in store for me.

Sometimes I feel sure of what I want and where I'm to go, Other I feel lost and try not to let it show.

But sometimes at night I lay and stare, and hope for answers through answered prayers.

Do I go left or should I choose right, the roads are as dark as a moonless night.

I hesitate not because I am scared, and not even because I am unprepared.

To make the wrong choice would be hardest to bare, or is that God's intensions...a double dare.

So then we must wonder is there a right and wrong path, or simply 2 different ways for us to do the math.

However we add it, it equals the same, but the method used to get there is what makes the game.

So although I feel lost from time to time, I take great comfort in the fact that the choice is all mine.

Whichever choice we make, A or B, the one we choose is meant to be.

So instead of trying to force life to fit, just let life happen and enjoy it.

It's going to work at its own pace, life is a journey not a race.

So sit back and enjoy this precious gift, and when the gears need changed don't hesitate to shift

Sunday, July 09, 2006
Flip and FLY Away

is sad to know that nobody dotes on me.

is there still love
when she is always pissed at listening to u
when she is always pissed at u asking silly questions
when she is always fustrated at u for nothing
when she is always bored going on a date with u
when she dont even wanna plan a date
when she dont even wanna think of how u might feel before deciding on what she likes to do
when she dont even wanna care about how sad you r
when she only laughs to her friends and not to u
when she ignores u when u r feeling like shit
when she dont look forward to ur meetings with her anymore
but rather look forward to those unhealthy activities again
when she becomes playful again
when u feels that she dont loves u anymore
and she is not trying to deny it....

"wo zhi dao ta bu ai wo

ta de yan shen shuo chu ta de xin"

i don't like girls to club

I am still loving you

All i want from you is just so simple

I just need you to tell me u love me everytime I wanna hear

I just need you to listen to me when I am trying to sing to u

I just need you to hug me when I am angry

I just need you to stroke my head when I feel down

I just need to feel loved.

i'm a FrEaK.
7/09/2006 06:09:00 PM.