Full of Shit.

Jun's.

It's my life.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm where I'm supposed to be, or if I'm who I'm supposed to be... I wonder what this life has in store for me.

Sometimes I feel sure of what I want and where I'm to go, Other I feel lost and try not to let it show.

But sometimes at night I lay and stare, and hope for answers through answered prayers.

Do I go left or should I choose right, the roads are as dark as a moonless night.

I hesitate not because I am scared, and not even because I am unprepared.

To make the wrong choice would be hardest to bare, or is that God's intensions...a double dare.

So then we must wonder is there a right and wrong path, or simply 2 different ways for us to do the math.

However we add it, it equals the same, but the method used to get there is what makes the game.

So although I feel lost from time to time, I take great comfort in the fact that the choice is all mine.

Whichever choice we make, A or B, the one we choose is meant to be.

So instead of trying to force life to fit, just let life happen and enjoy it.

It's going to work at its own pace, life is a journey not a race.

So sit back and enjoy this precious gift, and when the gears need changed don't hesitate to shift

Monday, April 17, 2006
Flip and FLY Away

Home United lost their first game today in this year's WNBL
Lost by 12 points.
Even though I am not very bonded with this team yet..
I still feel sad somehow.
We were just so close to winning but still the opponents were better.
no doubt.

My GF was down watching the game only at the last quarter.
She missed the first 3 exciting quarters...
Poor GF, came down all the way just to watch the last part of the game.
But anyway, we went for dinner together with Lixuan and Jac after the game.
and I sent my GF home after that.

Got home and chatted with Kim and Boi online...
the loving couple... envy the both of u so much sometimes...
cos boi is very gd at shutting off the door that pests use to enter into their lives.
haha..
Boi and Kim... u two very xing fu la..
must cherish each other okie!!!
:DDD

NOt too long ago..

people were telling me how ugly u are

how bad a name u have..

Now..

I want to tell all these people that they were wrong

ur are just so beautiful.

You mesmerized me with ur smile

and

your beautiful heart.

GF...
you were right.
It's fated
and we will be strong enough
for each other.

-Peace is all that I pray for-

i'm a FrEaK.
4/17/2006 12:39:00 AM.