Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Flip and FLY Away
JUst got home from work..
and here I am blogging again.
I am suffering from excessive smoke inhalation I think..
heart pain, ear pain, head pain....
well well...
tmr will be my IPPT..
gosh.. I guess I will not get my 200bucks this time.
I don't even know if I can finish my 2.4km run or not...
arghz... why am I so fat???
=(
I have got a problem and I think I need to see a psychiatrist.
I am alwaz overly sensitive and paranoid.
I seriously need to see a psychiatrist.
Any recommendations anyone?!!
oh LR... maYB u can be my psychiatrist for the time being.
8yrs friend.. never really talk much for the past 8 yrs..
but was certainly surprise to know how much she knows about me.
Guess.. I can be easily seen thru by alot of my friends la.. not only her.
And Jac di di...
I am really really sorry for using those harsh words on u.
I am alwaz so irrational when things are not right..
hate myself.
oh yes! We are not alike la.. cos I think I am worse than you.
Seriously.. I am not a good friend at all.
But you are a good friend.
Well.. was watching this show yesterday and it mentioned something
like how ugly can the human nature be.
hmm... I have seen a lot of ugly ones..
I have seen a lot of beautiful ones as well..
but I never tot they were beautiful.
I never once believe that people can be just nice to me without motives..
and this just reflected how ugly I am.
And huijia sent me this message yesterday..
saying something like I behave like the age of Liling's son.
Well well.. dont wish to admit but somehow quite true..
haha.. I need to grow up.
Too many things to learn
too little time to spare
ME.
i'm a FrEaK.
4/12/2006 10:46:00 AM.