Full of Shit.

Jun's.

It's my life.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm where I'm supposed to be, or if I'm who I'm supposed to be... I wonder what this life has in store for me.

Sometimes I feel sure of what I want and where I'm to go, Other I feel lost and try not to let it show.

But sometimes at night I lay and stare, and hope for answers through answered prayers.

Do I go left or should I choose right, the roads are as dark as a moonless night.

I hesitate not because I am scared, and not even because I am unprepared.

To make the wrong choice would be hardest to bare, or is that God's intensions...a double dare.

So then we must wonder is there a right and wrong path, or simply 2 different ways for us to do the math.

However we add it, it equals the same, but the method used to get there is what makes the game.

So although I feel lost from time to time, I take great comfort in the fact that the choice is all mine.

Whichever choice we make, A or B, the one we choose is meant to be.

So instead of trying to force life to fit, just let life happen and enjoy it.

It's going to work at its own pace, life is a journey not a race.

So sit back and enjoy this precious gift, and when the gears need changed don't hesitate to shift

Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Flip and FLY Away

Today was a bad day for work. I had to work till 8pm.
I was learning how to drive an ambulance so that I could save someone's life in time whenever I am needed.-professionalism-
Damn.. I missed daze's game vs SP today.
I have never seen daze play for the whole ivp this year. Sorry eh~
I still owe daze a bdae treat. Hope to meet up with the gang soon!

"If this is a competition

I think I have lost.

I did not realise who was my opponent and it was too late now.

I underestimated my opponent.

I can't talk, I can't show, I can't tell.

HOw could I have won?

Maybe I wasnt even qualified to compete

For who will know if I existed.

Losing the competition is a small thing.

Losing someone dear to me cos of this competition causes heartache.

I have learned...

I will not talk to anyone since nobody will understand me

I trust no one for I dont even trust myself anymore."

Dont make me into a joke cos it is really not funny.

I am not only an actor. I just realise I am a clown too.

-missing somebody badly-

i'm a FrEaK.
1/25/2006 08:05:00 PM.