Full of Shit.

Jun's.

It's my life.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm where I'm supposed to be, or if I'm who I'm supposed to be... I wonder what this life has in store for me.

Sometimes I feel sure of what I want and where I'm to go, Other I feel lost and try not to let it show.

But sometimes at night I lay and stare, and hope for answers through answered prayers.

Do I go left or should I choose right, the roads are as dark as a moonless night.

I hesitate not because I am scared, and not even because I am unprepared.

To make the wrong choice would be hardest to bare, or is that God's intensions...a double dare.

So then we must wonder is there a right and wrong path, or simply 2 different ways for us to do the math.

However we add it, it equals the same, but the method used to get there is what makes the game.

So although I feel lost from time to time, I take great comfort in the fact that the choice is all mine.

Whichever choice we make, A or B, the one we choose is meant to be.

So instead of trying to force life to fit, just let life happen and enjoy it.

It's going to work at its own pace, life is a journey not a race.

So sit back and enjoy this precious gift, and when the gears need changed don't hesitate to shift

Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Flip and FLY Away

JUz came home from work. Been going to work for the past 1 month and I dont even have a single fire call. HOw bored is that? So I just spend my time sleeping inside station. Work 24 hours, guess I slp for more than 12 hours. Arghz and still tired. Gosh..

It had been four daes since I last receive any news, sms or call from her. Guess She is getting on pretty well in her life without me anymore. Good for her. For me, I am beginning to get use to it already too. Cos I dont feel as much pain as before and I can't cry anymore. Is that part of the healing process? Or am I just numb to all that has been happening to me for the past few mths?
Well, anyway, shall not blog so much about her anymore cos my life has changed. I am happy chatting online, I am happy receiving smses from my friends, I am happy meeting my friends for dinner, supper or even shopping, I am happy when I go for trainings and I am happy even when I study cos they are the meaning of my life now!

And for now, I am going to go do my report... =D

-the worst thing in life is to love someone who used to love you-

i'm a FrEaK.
1/18/2006 10:59:00 AM.