Full of Shit.

Jun's.

It's my life.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm where I'm supposed to be, or if I'm who I'm supposed to be... I wonder what this life has in store for me.

Sometimes I feel sure of what I want and where I'm to go, Other I feel lost and try not to let it show.

But sometimes at night I lay and stare, and hope for answers through answered prayers.

Do I go left or should I choose right, the roads are as dark as a moonless night.

I hesitate not because I am scared, and not even because I am unprepared.

To make the wrong choice would be hardest to bare, or is that God's intensions...a double dare.

So then we must wonder is there a right and wrong path, or simply 2 different ways for us to do the math.

However we add it, it equals the same, but the method used to get there is what makes the game.

So although I feel lost from time to time, I take great comfort in the fact that the choice is all mine.

Whichever choice we make, A or B, the one we choose is meant to be.

So instead of trying to force life to fit, just let life happen and enjoy it.

It's going to work at its own pace, life is a journey not a race.

So sit back and enjoy this precious gift, and when the gears need changed don't hesitate to shift

Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Flip and FLY Away

I thought I was wrong.
But NO.
I have lost but I know I shouldnt feel that way
I tried so hard controlling but somehow I am still affected
Why?
Everyone could see how affected I am but you?
I made everyone unhappy. Sorry.
wo de xin you yi dian tong. wei she me?
wo bu xiang zhe yang.
I grew up, I will be sensible in my actions and decisions this time cos
I think I just want to see all of them happy.
I will try harder not to get myself involved in that
cos who will care?
BOI, thanks for being there. thanks for listening to me and thanks for telling me everything.
Mah, thanks for ya sound advice. U were rite when people dont even give a damn to how I feel.
I am sad but I will be fine after awhile.

"wo zhi hao ba wo xiang shuo de hua dou fang zai xin li

ying wei wo zhi xiang ya0 ni kai xin"

-just another failure-

i'm a FrEaK.
1/31/2006 07:50:00 AM.