Full of Shit.

Jun's.

It's my life.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm where I'm supposed to be, or if I'm who I'm supposed to be... I wonder what this life has in store for me.

Sometimes I feel sure of what I want and where I'm to go, Other I feel lost and try not to let it show.

But sometimes at night I lay and stare, and hope for answers through answered prayers.

Do I go left or should I choose right, the roads are as dark as a moonless night.

I hesitate not because I am scared, and not even because I am unprepared.

To make the wrong choice would be hardest to bare, or is that God's intensions...a double dare.

So then we must wonder is there a right and wrong path, or simply 2 different ways for us to do the math.

However we add it, it equals the same, but the method used to get there is what makes the game.

So although I feel lost from time to time, I take great comfort in the fact that the choice is all mine.

Whichever choice we make, A or B, the one we choose is meant to be.

So instead of trying to force life to fit, just let life happen and enjoy it.

It's going to work at its own pace, life is a journey not a race.

So sit back and enjoy this precious gift, and when the gears need changed don't hesitate to shift

Sunday, January 22, 2006
Flip and FLY Away

I juz woke up. Missed trg again. SHIT.. I dont wish to but I m really tired and sick. Been sick for the past 2 wks. Use to have someone there to look after me but now? IM alone. Well, but at least I am happy being alone. It doesnt hurt that much.
Went to watch in her shoes yesterday. Too many movies recently and all the movies just bore me. Why?? I almost fell aslp in the cinema. Anyway, after that went to Swensen's to chill and talk. Well, listening to other people stories remind me of my own stories but I dont wish to tink of my past anymore. Cos the past just hurts so much. They are gone so dont mk them come back and haunt me every nite again! Please....
Anyway, my heart dropped when someone just broke down in front of me. It really did affect me and make me sad. I dont know why do I feel this way. From that moment, I just realise how weak she can be. The weakness in her just make people wanna protect her, to take care of her and to do everything and anything for her. Well, I really hope she can find a good shelter to protect her the next time round. A shelter that will never leave her no matter how bad the weather is. Please take care and cheer up.
-cant help......................................-

i'm a FrEaK.
1/22/2006 04:03:00 PM.