Full of Shit.

Jun's.

It's my life.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm where I'm supposed to be, or if I'm who I'm supposed to be... I wonder what this life has in store for me.

Sometimes I feel sure of what I want and where I'm to go, Other I feel lost and try not to let it show.

But sometimes at night I lay and stare, and hope for answers through answered prayers.

Do I go left or should I choose right, the roads are as dark as a moonless night.

I hesitate not because I am scared, and not even because I am unprepared.

To make the wrong choice would be hardest to bare, or is that God's intensions...a double dare.

So then we must wonder is there a right and wrong path, or simply 2 different ways for us to do the math.

However we add it, it equals the same, but the method used to get there is what makes the game.

So although I feel lost from time to time, I take great comfort in the fact that the choice is all mine.

Whichever choice we make, A or B, the one we choose is meant to be.

So instead of trying to force life to fit, just let life happen and enjoy it.

It's going to work at its own pace, life is a journey not a race.

So sit back and enjoy this precious gift, and when the gears need changed don't hesitate to shift

Saturday, January 21, 2006
Flip and FLY Away

I cant sleep. Why? I slept at 8am juz now and before 12, I am wide awake. My body is resting but my mind and heart doesnt rest at all. Die.. Why am i feeling this way? My mind keep thinkg of alot of things while sleeping.... like small stupid dreams thru out the 4 hours of sleep! Human mind can really do wonders!
I finally got *her news from someone. I swear I din ask, the news juz came to me! I know that she was doing pretty fine in her life now. Really glad for her. zhi sao wo zou de an xin le. And yah, I dont love her anymore, I think..But I still want to see her happy, know that she is fine, thats all!=)
Went to catch memoirs of geisha with AGL and JAC. Threesome again.. the movie was okie but long and draggy towards the end. heez. I WANT WATCH IN HER SHOES la!!!hehe
After that, went to coffee club to eat and chill till around 6plus am. Power right? No need slp de.
Later should be meeting my usual clique to shop if I can finish my report so muz go cheong report le.hehe
JUst chat with Lm on MSN. What she say was really true but I can't think rationally anymore. But I guess I will be okie after awhile. Dont worry friends!
-why do I miss you even more than I can imagine-

i'm a FrEaK.
1/21/2006 11:59:00 AM.