Full of Shit.

Jun's.

It's my life.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm where I'm supposed to be, or if I'm who I'm supposed to be... I wonder what this life has in store for me.

Sometimes I feel sure of what I want and where I'm to go, Other I feel lost and try not to let it show.

But sometimes at night I lay and stare, and hope for answers through answered prayers.

Do I go left or should I choose right, the roads are as dark as a moonless night.

I hesitate not because I am scared, and not even because I am unprepared.

To make the wrong choice would be hardest to bare, or is that God's intensions...a double dare.

So then we must wonder is there a right and wrong path, or simply 2 different ways for us to do the math.

However we add it, it equals the same, but the method used to get there is what makes the game.

So although I feel lost from time to time, I take great comfort in the fact that the choice is all mine.

Whichever choice we make, A or B, the one we choose is meant to be.

So instead of trying to force life to fit, just let life happen and enjoy it.

It's going to work at its own pace, life is a journey not a race.

So sit back and enjoy this precious gift, and when the gears need changed don't hesitate to shift

Sunday, January 15, 2006
Flip and FLY Away

I am a fireman. I save lives, anyone, everyone I can! But is such a cruel joke that God play on me this time. I cant even save myself from all that is happening to me. Isnt that funny?
Did she ever feel hurt when she just hit me like that leaving a wound on my face and a even deeper wound inside me?
Today is the final episode of our story and I allow myself to cry for her for the last time. She is leaving me and my life already. We will not see each other, not call each other, not talk to each other and not sms each other anymore. I chose to forgive her in everything she did to me but still she dont let me have a choice to choose the story I want.
Anyway, my life still goes on.Went to station for work today but felt so sick and went home instead. Met Jac in the evening to go to Galilee for dinner. Saw AGL and realise she look a lot like betty boop.COOL!
After that, went to kbox with LX and JAC to sing and kill time. Jac got a nice voice now leh. SHe muz be secretly training wif someone la. LX as usual, our 93.3fm, she can sing any songs lor!li hai..
Now, What can I do next?????

i'm a FrEaK.
1/15/2006 04:56:00 AM.